you are more beautiful than you think

我讲话有时含糊不清。

我没有她的聪明漂亮。

我走路内八又驼背。

我没有自信。

我很爱吃。

我有点矮。

我有点笨。

我很黑。

please watch this if you same condition with me =D

note：这部小电影已成为2013年最有意义的电影

wow，it's really impressed me a lot. 

原来我的优点有很多很多。心中开了一朵太阳花。

ps：把自己变得快乐。

碌

晚宴-250桌，500 桌

自助餐-1500人，2000人，2500人 

position- 默默耕耘非常渺小的waitress

工作内容： 烈日下，排setting碗碟等等等，把热烘烘的食物送到客人的桌上，东搬西搬，服从上司的指示和满足客人的要求，盲目交际，偶尔可以享用美食，收拾残局和客人使用以后的恶心碗碟，再把碗碟洗干净，然后大伙们啤酒宵夜。

生活很累吗？那就对了。因为舒服是留给死人的。

holiday just started. enjoy. phew.

ps：我是真的很累很累很累。很想停止这样的生活。谢谢你们说：以后少了你，就不完整了。我很感动。送你们一朵太阳花，祝福你们永远快乐。

Speed

I need some speed.

It’s hard for me to keep moving on something what I am wishing for, lots of interruptions, excuses,  negative attitudes and thought and etc, as people called it as hard rock on the road. All I need positive energy and motivation. I want get myself in and mix with you all. Sigh. Don’t make me look down on you, my dearest Lydia. Count down for 18days for new full time job. Pray hard. Speed on, okey?

In process of being better, so do wait and watch me shine. Challenge accepted.

Miss all my dearsssss. Xoxo.

Hey ksl, support me kay? Although it is ridiculous, I am in music with you too. 我也和你一样觉得很好笑。

又是因为爱情

你慢慢爬了出来.我看到了你的努力. 忍者当久了,你累了吗?我不会笑你傻,我觉得你潇洒多了. 

反正人生不就是这样吧? 你不必苦苦逼自己把一些不快乐的回忆删除掉,如果它硬要想在你的记忆里盘旋.因为我相信那些不快乐的记忆会被快乐取代,时间会把它赶走.

噢，把该放下都放下吧! 别让他看不起你. 你的微笑一定是最好报仇的武器.

当他喜欢你的时候你喜欢他.当他爱你的时候,你也爱他.我觉得这个故事很美.

几年后,他看到你的时候也许会心动,你也许也会,只是少了在一起的执著.

我保证.

说着说着,我想起了白安的”是什么让我遇见这样的你”

我真的没有答案.

resolution

She's just a girl, and she's on fire

Hotter than a fantasy, lonely like a highway

She's living in a world, and it's on fire

Feeling the catastrophe, but she knows she can fly away

by girl on fire, Alicia key

dear diary,
Well well well, as you know he knows she knows god knows and everybody knows, i want to increase my cm desperately. Day by day, I have drunk and ate these product since half month ago. oh yea, i see improvement. I still remembered two weeks before, my friend xxx took a look on my finger nails, it was weak and has white curve at the end of my finger nails.

" Girl, you are lack of calcium, this is the reason why you can't UP"

" oh shit!!!shit shit shit" , i am so disconsolate, full of misery.

oh yea, this product is really damn good. i use it before i am having my breakfast, my body condition is becoming better now and now i can "output" every morning.yea. It really sound good. Thousands thanks to my friend so much. Thanks for encouraging me and all the advises.Thanks for sayang me so much. Arigato. a wink for you.

in the end, i hope i can remember to drink it every morning since i have poor memory. haiz. kill me plz! phew, it always never too late if you continue trying on it.

ps: i can be taller. i should be taller. i will become taller. You are taller. yay, happy sunshine.

hatyai dream trip

hurray, see what i wait for so long. hatyai fun trip is on promotion now. phew, it is really finally. (grin)

It is 4D3N Hatyai family and friend trip and held in August 12 to 15, 2013. The trip is open for member only. With having the unique membership, i can get extra pretty 33% off compared to the hatyai trip that available outside.(wink wink). oh yea, glad that i am one of the member.( dance dance dance)

alright? so how about the price? you may guessing and concerning. 

it is only cost RM 420 !!!

As what i found out, Centara Hotel is the best hotel in Hatyai. I can 100% guarantee you won't find such as valuable hatyai dreamtrip package outside with include daily breakfast la, free flow beer cocktail dinner and etc.  By paying 3stars trip fee, i can enjoy up to 5 stars service. I am in, how about you?

Whatever you choose, treat yourself to something new in the luxuries of Hat Yai.

blissful insomnia

Hey 我近来感到很压力

朋友：你的压力是什么呢？

我：我的压力就是我没有压力

近来，两个星期。我狂奔。我经历了所有年轻人都会做最疯狂的事。Movie marathon啦，打上几个小时的羽毛球，走马看花槟城一周，三更半夜不睡觉到wowbox高歌，paradise也曾是我的第二个家，凌晨追看running man, 认识各各种种的大人物企业家等等，出席讲座会，到处interview,还有一身酒气熏熏回到家。

突然觉得，我无法在没有压力的情况下生存。

疯。一定是。

昨晚，突然，我睡不觉了。纠结了很久，脑海不断思考，无法入眠。

我懊恼极了。我没有为我自己和家人作出什么伟大的贡献。

天呀。 不用紧。

还要我认识了一群对未来很用功的 朋友。

瞄准目标，Follow他们学习去吧

幸运。

全为自己。

就让世界有了我，有点不一样吧！

现在 。

这样的失眠其实很好。

因为它 强逼我思考 然后 改变 也让我觉得很重要。

也重拾了自我价值和信心。

人生是这样的。

不是吗？

Ps: I don’t know where I am going but I am on the way

=D

挂着微笑